Saturday, February 27, 2010

我到底脑里想些什么?

昨天星期五,我在shah alam顾客的家,欣赏宴会里的食物,观赏烟花.由于下大雨,他们延迟到9点才放烟花.我早料到会下大雨,所以我没有带C901,反而带久违的K810,就这样,我没有录好.宴会结束,11点,我看手机,原来,是君妹的信息...
小君,哥很想你呢...我们已经很久没有联络了.你是我所认识的人当中少数信任的,也是我所疼的乾妹.你也知道,我非常不相信人,所以,我通常都很冷漠,只对部分的你们坦白...
回想中一时,我时常在学校只是非常冷漠,纵使盈盈在我班,我依然也是冷漠的脸色.当时的你就读在我的隔壁班.只有你,能够把冷漠的我,变成自然的自己面对信任的人前.只有你,在当我非常愤怒时,你能够把我变回冷静.人们都认为,我什么都不怕.在学校,我抱打不平,得罪古惑学生.只有你留意,我有害怕的时候;所以,每逢我有为同学朋友吵架,打架后,你都有安慰我,鼓励我.虽然,你的人不算聪明,但是,你的心非常好.我在发呆时,你偶尔会在我面前开玩笑,大部分人的玩笑对我没有作用,就是你能够,纵使我只尝试忍笑,就是败在你的笑话下.有时候,你知道我想什么,你就对症下药.你还说过,你擅长读心术,就是我这种冷漠的人很容易读出.你虽然没说出,我知道,有时候你也会觉得烦,可是你当我是你的哥哥,所以你并没有说出怨言,哥了解,所以我不会随便烦你.
最近,我喜欢的某个女生,我已经够坦白了,可是,她却不相信我.我所说的是实话,但是,她的心里是觉得,我是个乱来的人.我应该怎么做呢?

Friday, February 26, 2010

dunno is good or no la...

I finally able to sleep, at tat day... although is bout 3-4 hours, but, quite enough for me.
although i really hate kar wai, he dare to cheat his schoolmate for earn more money, summore is recon sets! tat's y outside nobody likes him (i can't said i'm good la, coz last time i had interfere their business for seeks of truth, till AP reseller dun likes me). well, since rhu yan ahd brought it and he not regret even he know the truth, nvm...

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Head even pain...

Damn it... I still headache, even worst!
Yesterday I find Rhu Yan, he had changed phone, exactly is C901. He said of he brought from Kar Wai with RM700. When I heard it, I'd know Kar Wai cheat him ady. He request me to verify whether his C901 is new or recon. When he hand it to me, damn! Too light compare with usual C901. I check housing had opened b4, and the back of housing (battery part) have strong chemical smell, even my nose stuck also can smell clear. It definitely recon sets! Kar Wai, how dare u cheating again! Then, I go visit doctor, due of chemical smell had affect my head

Sunday, February 21, 2010

No more contribute for telecommunication!

Today, is my last day to having seminar of sales for handphone to all juniors. Place at mid valley. I still forgot few ppl's name. They ask the reason of I decided not to follow up or research for phone. I never answer them... After finish the discussion, I saw Mr. Yew. He laughing of I pay such a big amount for order phone. He ask me reason of order phone and reason of cancel the order. I dun wan to mention it, as the deposit had paid, I can't get back if break promise... W595... Sigh... Well, the lost of tat deposit gave me challenges. I had lost job... Tat's makes me feel scared... Actually i'd made full payment, but I only said i'd paid 2/5. I dun wan let her know of I'm in trouble, I dun really needed her money, even how danger or how bad situation, I dun wan get even 1 cent from her. I bet she won't read my blog. Hope she'll even cheer...
I'm still tired... Who can cure my heart?

Meaningless stuffs

Finally 3am... 21st february 2010
I'm walk alone outside, with my weak body, at yesterday 2pm. I dun have idea. I'd face 2 problem currently...
1st, I dun like any1 not believe me, or lying to me. If they not asking, of coz I won't said anything related to the topic
2nd, I needed to find new job. Few of my friend had said of amy makes me lost job. Well, it isn't her fault. Coz, I guess she forgotten of I still under medical treatment. Is my fault as I won't face management staff if I decide not to meet her. I think she won't believe me ady, if she believe me, and she know i'm still sick, she may at least msg me via sms or facebook for regards.
I know of I should rest, as my health haven't goes better. Yet, I dun have mood to rest. Then, 1 of my buddy, who work same line with me last time, call me for job offer. I face with manager. She feel i'm cold untill shaking my body, then she order them to close air cond, and she brought coffee to me. I'd long time never treat with vip style. We sat at table, she show's appointment letter to me, with written my name. She told me of company might offer with rm1500 of basics, with office hour, and additional commission. Sounds cool, is it? But, my heart is pain... 1 of my friend rather choose AP than choose original sets, I never let AP dealer earn even I serve my friend with my loyalty. Not because i wan earn my friend's money, because i dun wan they have a chances to brought Recon Sets. Nowdays a lot of AP dealers prefer recon those 2nd hand handphones, change parts or only housing, and sell as new SP Sets. Those Reson Sets might brings more profits compare with sell as 2nd hand handphones. The main point is, I dun recommend my friends buy AP Sets, because they might have a chances to brought "2nd hand handphone" with HIGHER PRICE! It not only mean of insulting me, it also hurts me. Then, I straight away reject the manager. She said she also sympathy of my matter. She said she will wish me all the best and hope will meet someday. I really appreciate of she speak politely.
Well, I dun wan to repeat. She might won't believe me at all, I won't care whether she will read my blog or no. I won't give any explain to her of reason I left early or reason of lost job.
My eyes still open, with even hot. Cannot sleep, even with extremely tired

Saturday, February 20, 2010

头疼啦...

昨天到今天凌晨,很多人一旦知道我的坏消息,不断联络我,问候我.当中,有好意,也有恶意.有人说,是那女生害我失去工作,有些人说,不应该相信她.我觉得,是自己顽固,不听妹妹的话,随便出门.我应该听妹妹的话,留在家里休养,明知身体那么差而偏偏勉强自己,装作若无其事找人.如果不找她,我也不必中抓.
凌晨,我和Est妹聊天,她说别想太多,休息为上.我和她聊到大约四点.自己再出门,我不是生气她怀疑我,我只是想知道那个主脑是谁.大约六点多,我看到我的朋友和他的女朋友.他招手叫我搭桌.他声称他吃饱了,请我吃饭.当我的手抖被他看到,他就叫他女朋友喂我吃饭.paiseh...我只好立刻叫包填肚.他只劝我,别找我口提过的那个女生,说我可能会遭殃.我说过我不会再找她了,因为朋友之间是要有"信",既然她不相信我,那我还要找她干嘛?不怕她将来会骗我吗?
那个混蛋,还假扮录影我手抖吃包的样子...我也懒得理了...

Friday, February 19, 2010

暂时要忍耐

哎...谁可以介绍更好的工作给我?我失业了...我辜负我的恩师,萧欣怡对我的栽培.我实在是无地自容...我没有面目见你了...我今天病了,我拿病假,准备休息后找雪莹妹聊.我去看医生回家,看见amy写的信息,叫我出来.我出门到餐厅后,看到经理!糟糕了...
我找雪莹后的晚上,经理"请"我出来,审问后,我也被宣布我失业了...
谁叫我那么逞强.病了还随便找人...Vincent Lee,抵死!

having a great day with my sister n my senior

Today, i had meet my instructor, who teach me martial arts. he appear so sudden and test my alertness. but, i'm failed to block it. he tell me of he know wat happened to me recently. he said of he might go back to china. he tell me of always be alert of every1 including close friend.
at noon, while i having some works, amy contact me to go steven corner & show the letter, i'm back to home and search but couldn't found it. well, i really bz as i'd promise my younger sis, shirley, to meet at 2:30pm. y i so concern of her? coz i treat her as my younger sister. while i meet amy, almost 2pm lo. i have a drink then leave steven corner. mayb they feel of i not respecting them, but, i really in emergency. my sis dun like lateness. last year i'd late twice, and, i wont break promises between "sisters" and i.
i'd reached SP at 2:25pm. tat's was close. she also suprised of i reach earlier than time appointed. seems, my image is polluted in her mind. haha. we go to sushi king for meal. we'd chat a lot. seems better than last year. these few photo taken there

Shirley & I


i guess, too yellowish... light too focus on yellow...


She is daydreaming


my funny face XD

we having meal until 4:30pm. we decided to walk around till 5pm. we not chat much at tat period. she adviced take rest, as she saw my hand is shaky. she also complain of my shaky hand can't take better photograph. i know she is helping me, as she care me like caring her bro. anyway, thx

i had back to steven corner again, as i'd promises Alice, my friend who study TMN Yarl b4. i'd told her wat's happened to me recently. she had made a lot of possibly. she told me of not believing even close friend, as they might be enemy, too. sounds like i'll having trouble soon

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Doom date

Today quite silly. I wouldn't know, they really 'smart'. I'd make myself to move everywhere without my intention.
Today, I go to mid valley for get screen protector as my best buddy cw didn't get it while he brought Sony Ericsson Satio. Actually I saw a lot ppl I know at there, too. Xiao Yi, Simon, Amy, and more. But, I didn't say anything to them, as I have things to settle. As I get screen protector, 1 of my friend ask me to accompany him to buy something.
While I 'enjoy' of walking around, got a guy passed by me. I search my pocket as I usually really alert of pickpockets. I saw letter. Then, I go caught tat guy instantly and keep ask him with anger. Those ppl watching me, and I ignore them, as some of those workers know i'm fierce. The fellow tell me is kah yan. Ma de! Actually I not believe this la. Coz I know her attitute, she won't do such things, she is good girl. I really wanted to hit him tat time, but, he escaped. My friend suprised of my fierce look.
Time passed to 5pm. I go to my buddy, cw house for stick screen protector for his lovely Satio. But, I stick with a smallllll bubble. He not care of it. And he ask me of how was situation between amy and me. I tell him everything happened recently. He guess of my matter makes my concentration lost and results of failure of perfect attach screen protector. Well, I dun wan mention
For me. I only hope... Everything settled. The voice which awaken me... Who r u? Can help me?

sharp needle...

I feel i really headache. although yesterday i finally i can have a nap, even is just 3-4hour, i feel really comfortable. suddenly... i heard a voice... sounds like some1 i know, yet, no idea... her sound really soft, brings blessing. i'm feel i'm not dreaming. the soft voice tell me... pls vincent, nvr gives up. ur spirit getting weak. be strong.
i'd woke up, then, i have short chat with amy... darn... she seems not believe me. wat everytime boy said last, after last then not end it... not only boy la, girl also wat...... i dun wan argue with her. coz, i really dun wan to hurt friends. actually i just hope she give me chance to let me intro those function of yari... and also, i promised myself not often to find her... but, she even didnt reply. sounds hurts... i dunno... i feel tired again...

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Yesterday i had accept a simple interview. My performance not really good, coz i have long time didn't accept interview or public speaking
i'm really happy of having an interview from Sony Ericsson user, though


this is the video.

Red eyeball... Had hidden with unpleasant feeling

I can't sleep again... It's been 1 week... My eyes really tired... Really tired... Do u guys can imagine or experiences how's feel of effect of continuously didn't sleep? I'm faced... It's not ordinary ppl can handle it. Eyes really hot, when try to close my eyes and sleep, my eyes become hot, burning. Body tired but can't rest... I had to take mc again and again... Y? Y I can't live like normal human?
15, I noticed some1 follow me and trying to harm me, luckily i'd avoid such attack and defeated the guy...
Just now, i'm really hoping to get a nice rest, for thanks my best buddy. Yet, amy had msg me. I had feel something odd. Their relationship is actually got prob b4 I msg her at december ago. Y she blame me like tat? Because of I like her?
I'm really headache... Even hard to breath... Doctor had warn me not to be even slight emotional, as my blood pressure is gain drastically from december untill up today... I'm feel hopeless...

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Satio Era

Today, 16th of Feb, is special day for my best friend, CW. he get Sony Ericsson Satio! Congratulations! All the best to u & Good Luck!
b4 we brought phone, we play Naruto Ultimate Ninja 5. sound kiddy right? i never play any games for more than 2 years! Never relax like that, although lost a lot of times, yet, i'm happy of joy. we move to MV at 4pm. Guess wat i wan to do? i juz help cw get Satio with better price, where Original Set price which even cheaper than DISCOUNTED AP Sets! i guess whoever read my blog wouldn't believe, izit? was it impossible?? NO! i can get it! And i know, consumer might get Stereo Speaker if they brought black colour set. Let see the speaker

My personal opinion, the speaker bass is really strong! yet, quality consider normal.

After he brought Satio, we back to his house and keep doing research related to Satio. Even though i'm know function well, i still wanted to know how good was it. the Video recording is good, clear and smooth. although it record under 3GP format. Photograph is consider good, too

(this photo taken by my C901. see how happy he is)

Let's having view of photo taken by Satio:

Twilight Mode. Consider bright la.


I like it^^ promoting C901 & show how nice photo taken by Satio!


XD


MS410, Speaker free comes along with Sony Ericsson Satio(black). Strong bass!


Satio Packages : MH300(handsfree), USB cable, Stylus, 8GB memory card, MS410(Speaker)
p/s: speaker is only limited period. if interested, go buy satio black colour faster!

Sound quality consider ok compare with previous music phone, too bad it dun have clear audio technology, it actually consider under hybrid of Business Cybershot phone. Anyway, all the best!

Monday, February 15, 2010

in the earlier morning...

15th of febuary, 2am.
i couldn't sleep... i'm really tired. i keep awake for few days. eyes feels like burning.
while i went out from my home, my sweat keep comes out, coz outside really hot although at nighttime. i wear with sports custome like usual. i walk around and around. i passed by yong ting's home, i keep look there, and playground which opposite her home. the playground had renovated... yet, i can see, the past... how enjoy when i play, study together with yong ting. but, it had been passed for really long time, although memories still exist to my mind, not clear enough, but, i feel really sad. time past really fast, a lot of memories between she and i had been vanished. i wonder how was she? i really dun have any idea. i passed by carrefour after leave happy garden. i rmb, i meet with my sister, tracy. she's really funny. i dunno how to describe how funny she was. she's really cute, and really nice.
i back to OUG, i feel my back really wet... I noticed of i'd been followed by some1 for long time, since last month. today, i feel it again. i purposely walk round and round from 26th road to 28 road. finally i go to garden. i stopped, stand still and do nothing. i can hear, he silently move forward. i turned my body and i saw a guy, i ask him y he follow me tat far. he wave his fist and attack me, and hit my left hand. i had fall down, and for seek of protect my phone, i urposely use my left hand closer to floor. sound silly, right? gosh... my left hand really pain, not only feel pain, my arm had slightly scratched... then i hit his face with right hand, and kick his stomach. he was stunned.
while i ask him the reason he followed me, he said a lot of crapping stories... he tell me "y i still annoying with a guy's gf? didn't read the letter and msg he gave me?" well, i dunno who was the guy, then i ask him was he the person who keep annoying me. he denied and he said he had ordered by a guy named Tay. who Tay oh? i only know a person with surname Tay, Boon Huang, but, i'm sure of he won't do such things, as we lost contact for more than 2 years. who Tay? i really dun have idea. he continued his sentence of he sometimes appear around happy garden, and he ordered few person spying me for more then 1 month ago. i wondering, who the heck? i ask him who the fellow. he laughing and said i really dunno him or pretend dunno him, he study at KDU. WTH, i dun have any idea, i know nobody study at KDU. and he ask me of i got received the msg which warning me of not going to chat with his gf by use his gf number. i ignore his question and trempled his stomach and leave garden instantly.
i guess, i got idea of who was the guy already...

Saturday, February 13, 2010

the continue story of yesterday, which happened to my junior...

As i know amy had brought Yari, i felt something odd. How come of Yari doesn't give 1GB!? Then, I investigate, i know those AP reseller cheated her. Mostly they purposely give wrong phone, coz Yari cant ATTACH M2 memory card! It only uses MicroSD. Then, i called her, she said she might call me later. Then, while i still doing my powerpoint for Sony Ericsson Speakers Profile to PowerPoint file for presentation, she sms me of view her blog, then i know something wrong. At last, as i predict, she get cheated... I feel of i full of sins... Y i dun try to accept her call? y i noticed it so late? Yari not EXPENSIVE TILL RM899! I can get it far far lower than it for AP! Added summore money from RM850 to RM899???? Wat kind of service they provide????????

Really hard to help ppl...

I'm really stupid. I'd scolded by Mr. Jack, the AP dealer. Wat he scold is not I break promise, but I help ppl. He's 1 of my friend since primary school, so he never said anything or complain of break promise. I'm only can do is, pay of break promise upon ordering handsets. He still ask me of job offer, yet, i'm no longer wanted to go for telecommunication job, no matter how he praise me, or he praise with history, glory, truth. I'm really tired of working, and i'm really tired of face ppl. Y ppl dun listen advice? Y they not wait for moment of time?
When I heard of Yari, I really wanted to faint. It's completely a failure on entertainment. When the time I work together under sony, I really mad of can't sell the yari, no sets sold among order 10 sets. Camera sucks, sounds system below average, slow operating speed compare with other sony ericsson phone. And price not friendly, even... When I heard of she brought by rm850, I really headache... I can get even cheaper for original sets, if AP, far more more cheaper! Dai Lou Jack, y u so kind to give me the excel form info? I'm really hate those reseller, staff, never thought of citizen's income and expenses, and kept earn too much from them. Son of the bastard! I WANT TO KILL U ALL! BITCH! I beh tahan ady... I yelled... Y I promise ppl?
I'm really headache... Can't breath well... Likely nearly fainted...

Monday, February 8, 2010

No title...

I didn't know, Amy know my blogsite all the time, and she may know wat i did. I really embarassing... I guess i really dunno how to face with her already...

Sunday, February 7, 2010

The past...

I had long time never so relax... Yesterday is my rest day, yet, i can't sleep at early morning. All of sudden, I rmb 1 of my friend, Shirley. Actually i got contact her last few week. I can sense of she feel worried or frustrated. Wat a mysterious feeling, then, i call her. Well, i had called her bout 3 times at tat day. I dunno wat's her feeling la. At around midnight, i ask her few things i wanted to ask long time ago. She answered honestly. Since she answer it, i guess the case is completely settled.
I still rmb, after my bday, i reli no mood to work... Then i resign instantly. Mayb they dunno wat's i thought. I think, even Keong wouldn't know. Anyway, TQ Shirley, u had help me released from "jail". U had gained my courages to leave "Action", and changed my life after that. My life is gone slightly better.

Friday, February 5, 2010

my content changed by forced...

I just refresh my C901's software. I not really fit it. Facebook comment time is not accurate. Moreover, Accuracy of facebook update no improvement. Only operating speed is slightly faster only. Sigh...
Recently i really feel tired... I never knew of i can't stand of damages...

Thursday, February 4, 2010

dreaming impossible...

yesterday night, i had dream something really FAKE!
is something far different from real life. in dream, i am being too sincere and tell everything wat i feeling or wat i wan to say. and, i dream of i have girlfriend. and on 1 day, i brought C901 pink for tat girl! WALAO!!!!!!! tat time, i try to tell myself plz wake up, i really dun have such mood to dream lke tat! zzz...
sigh... i really no mood, especially i dun wan to face with next sunday...

Monday, February 1, 2010

rain...

01/02/2010 8:00pm
heavy rain comes so sudden... was shinny & tracy feel cold right now? i know them well, really worried of them. take care ya. how bout esther, brandon & all my friend right now? juz wish them take care, too...

time passed really fast... now feb dy... i really sad, get older, closer with sadness...
tat's 5th night i lost sleepiness. i really gone crazy of it! i really suffer and yet i cant tell any1. coz, i duwan a lot ppl know wat i thinking... if many ppl know, i'll get lot's of trouble.
last month is actually my most challanging month. every of my friend wish me to try my best to do watever thing related to my job & also knowledges of telecommunication & imaging skills for camera. yet, i'm quite sry to every1 who wish me, concern me, i had disappointed all of u. i'm know work and education is far more than relationship, yet how come i so foolish? i'm cant focus to my work since last 3 weeks, i had did a lots of mistake, evryday did at least 2 mistakes. officer is suspecting me... while i training, i can't absorb new knowledge, and when having discussion with fellow friends and who work under telecommunication, i cant give them detail with better way. well, i had rest for more than 1 week ady, yet, i still cant concentrate! i really feel despair of my job, coz, lost contration which create mistakes will affect my percentage of probability for comfirmation. once not comfirm, i had to find other job. i not dislike my job, but, y i soooooooooooooo MORON? my foolishness had affect me...
well, last month a lot of sad case happened... my primary schoolmate serious injured, my friend lost in mystery, etc... i can't stand of damage ady.
in the morning, i having breakfast alone, again. and i feel hurt... my sad memory keeps coming while i saw a mother feeding sons and daughthers. if my mother still alives, mayb my younger brother still study form4 now, i had start my college life propably. who knows?
while i at sungei wang, i wait for my mei, esther. actually i know she might late as she sleep quite late ytd night. i won't blame her, and i hope she won't felt sorry of lateness. she comes at 12:30 noon. i'm really appreciate her of allow me to join with her. thx esther. since we graduated, we'd long time didn't meet each other. simon is far taller than me lor... makes me feel like wan dig a hole for hide myself XP we having food at sungei wang food court. i really suprise of my appetite had recover and finally can enjoy lunch. haha
2:00pm:
after having lunch, we walk around sungei wang for search something we wanted. i try some new clothes, yet, most of clothes is not wat i wan. mayb i like uncle style gua. i heard esther said of simon wanted to buy a bag. as a result, we didn't buy anything and we go to times square and survey. at there, we just keep walking, and searching, and wait for simon's friend at MCD around 3:30pm. while simon waiting for his friend, i having conversation with esther. (i'm have no intention to give contents of conversation between she and i, here) then, she reached around 4pm, and we have "tea time" at doughnuts & coffee. well, i feel a bit weird. coz esther and simon keep talking each other and abandoned his friend. after finish "tea time", she left us, and we continue hang out. eheh. finally simon brought a bag he likes, buti didn't brought any. zzz... we had left time square around 5pm, and i went back to my home alone, while they go for meet their family.

Esther, i didn't feel bored at all. although we didn't chat much today, i'm know of we're try our best to find topic for chit chat. thx of allowed me to join all of u. i'm appreciate of it.

at night, i had chat with somebody. actually i not really know much the person. he ask me of y i dun look for others, or try chase "kai mui". i dun have any comment of y i dun look for others, but, i dun chase "kai mui"! once i treat her like younger sister, forever i like her with brother love. y i like tat girl? i really no idea... if u got like some1 with a few reason, i guess it means u not really like he/she, sure must be got something hidden. i only know, my heart tell me of i had like junior.
sigh... I'd received a bad news... about my job, my performance is far below average and i'm in critical...