31/01/2010
刚才(12am-6am),也是睡不着...我到处游荡,有朋友打电话给我,结果我就在她家一直聊天.嗯...其实,我跟她是从从事电话销售行业后认识的,严格来说,她是我的顾客吧?她有向我的公司(ACTION)买三款(SE K810,SE C902,SE C905),都是我招待她的.她是富翁的女儿,年纪竟然和我同年.这使我感到自卑.哈哈...我带了我刚买的MPS-100拿给她见识.她说那个喇叭的音质比以往我所用的两个喇叭(即MPS-30和MPS-70)更好.她问我价钱,我只说,那个喇叭是要预订的,必须去MV或Sony Erisson中心订购.那晚,我就和她在客厅用那喇叭听音乐.那个喇叭简直赞啊!
但是...早上我去我的小学同学的家,意外的知道一件不幸的事-他在前两天被一群流氓殴打,身体还挨了多刀.我进了他的房间,看见他的伤势严重,他的身体很明显有肿胀,我看到也心痛.就算他和我并非深交,我也不想原谅这些恶霸的所做所为!他说,那班人是想向我示威,首先伤害我所认识的人,还声明如果我不遵从信中的要求,他们不保证不会伤害人命!天啊...那班人真过分,无法无天!我看了从那班人交给他那封信.我的眼睛原本很热,现在更火上加油!什么如果不满意,就在KDU解决!我立刻撕到那张纸,离开他的家.
回家时,大约十二点了.到底是谁？KDU的人?我根本没有认识任何读KDU的人...
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Finally brand NEW Sony Ericsson MPS-100 is MINE!!!
It's been a while time, finally, Sony Centre had inform me of the Rare & Great Sony Ericsson MPS-100 had order stock and i can get it. I wait for it for a while time, as i had charmed of it's great stereo sound and powerful bass! I had test it and i really satisfied!
我不知道该如何...
唉...最近,我没有食欲.我只顾着帮我的学妹找兼职.最近,我睡不着,再加上没有食欲,身体已经越来越差.刚才,我又睡不着.刚才心夜也说我的眼睛太多血丝,很恐怖!这就是证据...
我非常清楚问题所在,然而,我克服不到我的问题.对不起,我已经在尽力不想你了,可是我做不到...
我非常清楚问题所在,然而,我克服不到我的问题.对不起,我已经在尽力不想你了,可是我做不到...
Friday, January 29, 2010
I know i'm so silly and moron... 我知道我很无稽...
Recently, i'm doing something really out of my mind. Guess what happened? I never sacrificed my rest time without eat lunch for help someone, and help for a while time. Although recently I really waste money yet can't finish meal due of lost appetite, but, these 2 day, I didn't eat lunch at all, yet I keep call, walk in branch and outlet for vacancies enquiry for my friend. Although about 77% is no vacancies, yet, I still keep call and search. I had check phone usage, these 2 day had spend about rm31, and call/walk in inquiries total about 47 branches or outlets. It was roughly calculated amount. I never call friend or family for chat, or customer for phone problem solution, till that amount b4. I haven't add taxi fees yet. Just now got officer suspects me of I disloyal, well, I really lazy to give explain. My friend saw me at ixsun, and he ask me why I help her that much even she had reject me last time, and doesn't treat me well for strengthen friendship, until I spend this spend that for brings nothing to me. I didn't answer him, and let him keep bla bla. I not really of got any deeds, only hope I can help her well. I'm willing of help her, without any pay. I'm really tired of find gf, really tired, yet brings less sleep time without cure fatigue... I'm dun wan admit i'm hurt! I dun wan let her know wat i'm feel and dun let her I had do things insane till pay deposits for brought things for her. I dun wan let her know, is hope she live happy, although I not happy of cant 'charm' her heart, I cant break ppl happiness...
I'm really tired... When is my peaceful day?
Just now my friend, anthony, inform me of 'stock' is ready for me within few days. Well, I really no mood to face anyone...
I'm really tired... When is my peaceful day?
Just now my friend, anthony, inform me of 'stock' is ready for me within few days. Well, I really no mood to face anyone...
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
我很疲累...
我很想长眠...我能清楚感受到,我的集中力可以说是低于零...我的脑只是想着某某事,我连三餐都没有食欲...我很想睡觉，但是我睡不着...一月就快过完了...我觉得很累...我很怕...虽说我习惯孤独的生活,其实我也很怕孤独,总希望有人陪伴我...哪管是谁,朋友也好,就算男生或是女生,我只想要有真诚的朋友,真挚的爱情,我不想大家之间互相欺骗...
Friday, January 22, 2010
Skills
Blogger got error recently... Time also cant accurate as well. Today blog, timed at 2 days ago... hahahahhaaa
Cut this topic. Since yesterday(sunday), i'm realise something. Is photograph skill matter. I thought C901 would be perfect for me. Actually, no matter good of my basic photograph skill, i can feel, there still have a lot of wall is blocking me to the path of improve cameraphone photograph skill. Although my friend feel impressed of a cameraphone can do such good result, yet, i know, I can do it even better. I need to learn to improve! For seek to learn better way of photographing, i need to learn basics of camera again, for gain knowledge.
Y so suddenly i said like tat? Coz, last 23rd and 24th, i help my friend(actually is my secondary school's classmate) take photograph. I notice the matter. Presenting few photos...
They really cute^^
we took at carrefour, sri petaling
In The Store, Sri Petaling
They take photo together. I like it as the photo is really clear, and they really pretty.
Erm... Yet i can feel i have a wide gaps to improve imaging quality with my Belove Sony Ericsosn C901. How do u think of those photo?
Take care every1.
Have a nice day!
Cut this topic. Since yesterday(sunday), i'm realise something. Is photograph skill matter. I thought C901 would be perfect for me. Actually, no matter good of my basic photograph skill, i can feel, there still have a lot of wall is blocking me to the path of improve cameraphone photograph skill. Although my friend feel impressed of a cameraphone can do such good result, yet, i know, I can do it even better. I need to learn to improve! For seek to learn better way of photographing, i need to learn basics of camera again, for gain knowledge.
Y so suddenly i said like tat? Coz, last 23rd and 24th, i help my friend(actually is my secondary school's classmate) take photograph. I notice the matter. Presenting few photos...
They really cute^^
we took at carrefour, sri petaling
In The Store, Sri Petaling
They take photo together. I like it as the photo is really clear, and they really pretty.
Erm... Yet i can feel i have a wide gaps to improve imaging quality with my Belove Sony Ericsosn C901. How do u think of those photo?
Take care every1.
Have a nice day!
Bad Saturday
haizzzz...
今天星期六算不好吧？没有事情做，那我到处逛，顺便去订货咯。之前我订W595，只是纳了订金。这次我决定买MPS100。因为它的音质比过去的喇叭更优良。照片如下：
在中午呢，我知道我的一个朋友（中学同班同学比较贴切吧？）- 翠雯，在金河做roadshow，我就特地过去那儿。不象平常的我吧？我看到她，比以前大不相同，人漂亮了，做事也很顺利；相反我呢？同年却不同运，我还是普通的打工族，几乎时时不顺...唉...当然，我替她高兴啦！
我还在台外拍了几张照...我也有点佩服我所用的C901!
她好像发觉到我的存在，希望她还会当我是朋友吧？因为上次我问她号码时，她并没有给我.算了...祝她一帆风顺！
今天星期六算不好吧？没有事情做，那我到处逛，顺便去订货咯。之前我订W595，只是纳了订金。这次我决定买MPS100。因为它的音质比过去的喇叭更优良。照片如下：
在中午呢，我知道我的一个朋友（中学同班同学比较贴切吧？）- 翠雯，在金河做roadshow，我就特地过去那儿。不象平常的我吧？我看到她，比以前大不相同，人漂亮了，做事也很顺利；相反我呢？同年却不同运，我还是普通的打工族，几乎时时不顺...唉...当然，我替她高兴啦！
我还在台外拍了几张照...我也有点佩服我所用的C901!
她好像发觉到我的存在，希望她还会当我是朋友吧？因为上次我问她号码时，她并没有给我.算了...祝她一帆风顺！
Thursday, January 21, 2010
心情交叉...
刚刚见过我的朋友阿雯，虽然年纪很小，可是她的经历不比我少。她看到我，立刻说出我“脸色不好，长期难眠，水量过少，心多牵挂”她还劝我别再等机会渺茫的事了.
我知道，机会很渺茫，纵使机会渺茫，我依然还叫我朋友留住W595粉红版...等她生日时我就给个"惊喜"给她...我就是希望奇迹会出现...或许你们这些朋友会说我妙想天开吧?她还在想其他人,我为什么还为她拼命呢?
就算有一丝机会,我也不想错过,苏州过后无船搭,错过,后悔也来不及!
我知道，机会很渺茫，纵使机会渺茫，我依然还叫我朋友留住W595粉红版...等她生日时我就给个"惊喜"给她...我就是希望奇迹会出现...或许你们这些朋友会说我妙想天开吧?她还在想其他人,我为什么还为她拼命呢?
就算有一丝机会,我也不想错过,苏州过后无船搭,错过,后悔也来不及!
想起一个故事
我睡不着，看三国历史，看了再看，突然脑海里想起了一件不好的事...
大约两至三年前，在柔佛某个独中，有一个女生转校到那儿。她姓马，她的样貌尚算美丽，身材苗条。从那时开始，她成为了众男生的焦点。可是，马同学却不肯和任何男生接触。
她的同班同学，姓黎的男生，是个非常静的男生，除了人问他之外，他根本不会主动说话。有关历史，他是个冷酷无情的人，无论多么凄惨的事情发生在外面，他的朋友或甚至自己身上，他都无动于衷。黎同学的怪作风，却引起马同学的注意，她竟然主动问黎同学为什么他有那种倾向。他只回答，他不想让任何人知道自己的想法。过后，马同学突然哭了。黎同学看到这样的情况，他竟然主动安慰马同学“别哭”。
第二天，马同学缺席。黎同学决定去探望马同学。在马同学的家，她的母亲也被惊吓，因为从来没有人曾探望马同学。黎同学看到马同学的样子无精打采，心稍不安。他留意了马同学的住家，在三间房中，发现有一间房内像是被冷落一段时间了，桌上还摆放着一个男子的照片。他问马同学的母亲：“请问那张照片里的男生是谁？”岂料，马同学非常激动，流泪。他见状，历劝她。好不容易她才冷静。等她睡着时，已近晚上。她母亲告诉了黎同学有关她的事：
“那张照片是她的哥哥。他还在世时，他就是她最亲的人。去年，她的哥哥因为失恋，喝醉酒，没想到会因为不清醒而侵犯了她。我知道这件事后，曾经痛骂他一番后，第二天，他竟然遇到车祸身亡。我最痛心的是我的女儿，她被伤害后，还失去最亲的哥哥。在她的心，永远有这两条刺。过后，她在学校几乎完全没有和任何男生交谈，就是这样，我看到你时也下了一跳。”
黎同学听了，也有感触，终于露出他的真正的一面 - 他带有悲伤，不是他冷漠无情的一面。他离开了马同学的家，他终于明白了为什么她在学校从来没有和男生接触，甚至交谈。第二天，马同学照常上课，她却向黎同学道歉，说：“对不起，昨天我那么激动，有伤害到你吗？谢谢你昨天来探望我。”他听到，竟然呆住了。她终于开口和他说话！就这样，他们俩一直都有联络，交谈；黎同学就只在马同学露出热情的一面，马同学终于稍微放开了，与他交谈并没有隔着墙的感觉。在他们的班上，所有男生看到他们如此熟络，都羡慕不已。
在她生日那天，黎同学去她家与她，和她的母亲，庆祝她的生日。她也感动了，因为除了她的家人外，第一次有朋友与她庆祝她生日。当天晚上，他们在屋外聊天。黎同学突然发问：“你愿不愿意我收你为我的妹妹，让我疼爱你，保护你吗？”马同学听到了，脸红了。他继续说了：“我知道你以前的遭遇，我不是同情你，是因为，我对你，仿佛有对妹妹的关心，疼爱的感觉；而你也缺少哥哥的爱。我们可以成为兄妹吗？”她听着，也感动流泪，激动地抱着他：“好，谢谢哥哥~”他也开心地搂着她。她的妈妈在屋内看到一切，心里终于放松了。从此，他们无论在学校，还是电话交谈中，他们俩是以兄妹相称。
可惜，好景并不长久。转眼已经一年了。在马同学的生日后的第二天，她突然失踪了。黎同学着急，不断寻找她，可惜，一直找不到。然后，几天过去了，有一群人告诉黎同学：“他的妹妹被一个帮派的老大相中了，可是她不肯接受，所以她被抓走了，现在位于那帮派的巢里。”原来，那群人原本是流氓，却因为曾经被他相救，或被狠狠修理过后，也改变了他们自己。他们特地调查，是为了帮助黎同学。
当天半夜，黎同学在他家，写了一封信。他拿起以前他的前女友留下的日本刀，虽然残旧，可是锋芒依然存在。他去了他妹妹的家，交了那封信给她的母亲，说道：“如果她回来时，请交这封信给她。”过后，他悄悄的走去那班歹徒的大本营。当时，那儿只剩下老大以及大约5个心腹。一抵达，他看见其中两个心腹在外面有打瞌睡的症兆，所以他先下手为强，快速抵达他们后面，用力打他们的颈后。他们晕倒了，黎同学就闯进了里面。那个帮派的老大与3个心腹也没有料到有人会闯进来，慌忙准备巴冷刀迎战。虽然他们早已准备，可是巴冷刀哪里比日本刀轻？一眨眼，黎同学割伤其中一个心腹的双手，他也惨叫一声，晕倒。然而，这激起他们的战斗心，与黎同学大战。黎同学心怯，毕竟他很久没有战斗。本来黎同学筋疲力尽，可是，当他看见马同学被绑在歹徒们的后面，他也提起精神，尽力防御，却被歹徒砍伤腰部。原本他们想趁黎同学受伤再一起
to be continued...
大约两至三年前，在柔佛某个独中，有一个女生转校到那儿。她姓马，她的样貌尚算美丽，身材苗条。从那时开始，她成为了众男生的焦点。可是，马同学却不肯和任何男生接触。
她的同班同学，姓黎的男生，是个非常静的男生，除了人问他之外，他根本不会主动说话。有关历史，他是个冷酷无情的人，无论多么凄惨的事情发生在外面，他的朋友或甚至自己身上，他都无动于衷。黎同学的怪作风，却引起马同学的注意，她竟然主动问黎同学为什么他有那种倾向。他只回答，他不想让任何人知道自己的想法。过后，马同学突然哭了。黎同学看到这样的情况，他竟然主动安慰马同学“别哭”。
第二天，马同学缺席。黎同学决定去探望马同学。在马同学的家，她的母亲也被惊吓，因为从来没有人曾探望马同学。黎同学看到马同学的样子无精打采，心稍不安。他留意了马同学的住家，在三间房中，发现有一间房内像是被冷落一段时间了，桌上还摆放着一个男子的照片。他问马同学的母亲：“请问那张照片里的男生是谁？”岂料，马同学非常激动，流泪。他见状，历劝她。好不容易她才冷静。等她睡着时，已近晚上。她母亲告诉了黎同学有关她的事：
“那张照片是她的哥哥。他还在世时，他就是她最亲的人。去年，她的哥哥因为失恋，喝醉酒，没想到会因为不清醒而侵犯了她。我知道这件事后，曾经痛骂他一番后，第二天，他竟然遇到车祸身亡。我最痛心的是我的女儿，她被伤害后，还失去最亲的哥哥。在她的心，永远有这两条刺。过后，她在学校几乎完全没有和任何男生交谈，就是这样，我看到你时也下了一跳。”
黎同学听了，也有感触，终于露出他的真正的一面 - 他带有悲伤，不是他冷漠无情的一面。他离开了马同学的家，他终于明白了为什么她在学校从来没有和男生接触，甚至交谈。第二天，马同学照常上课，她却向黎同学道歉，说：“对不起，昨天我那么激动，有伤害到你吗？谢谢你昨天来探望我。”他听到，竟然呆住了。她终于开口和他说话！就这样，他们俩一直都有联络，交谈；黎同学就只在马同学露出热情的一面，马同学终于稍微放开了，与他交谈并没有隔着墙的感觉。在他们的班上，所有男生看到他们如此熟络，都羡慕不已。
在她生日那天，黎同学去她家与她，和她的母亲，庆祝她的生日。她也感动了，因为除了她的家人外，第一次有朋友与她庆祝她生日。当天晚上，他们在屋外聊天。黎同学突然发问：“你愿不愿意我收你为我的妹妹，让我疼爱你，保护你吗？”马同学听到了，脸红了。他继续说了：“我知道你以前的遭遇，我不是同情你，是因为，我对你，仿佛有对妹妹的关心，疼爱的感觉；而你也缺少哥哥的爱。我们可以成为兄妹吗？”她听着，也感动流泪，激动地抱着他：“好，谢谢哥哥~”他也开心地搂着她。她的妈妈在屋内看到一切，心里终于放松了。从此，他们无论在学校，还是电话交谈中，他们俩是以兄妹相称。
可惜，好景并不长久。转眼已经一年了。在马同学的生日后的第二天，她突然失踪了。黎同学着急，不断寻找她，可惜，一直找不到。然后，几天过去了，有一群人告诉黎同学：“他的妹妹被一个帮派的老大相中了，可是她不肯接受，所以她被抓走了，现在位于那帮派的巢里。”原来，那群人原本是流氓，却因为曾经被他相救，或被狠狠修理过后，也改变了他们自己。他们特地调查，是为了帮助黎同学。
当天半夜，黎同学在他家，写了一封信。他拿起以前他的前女友留下的日本刀，虽然残旧，可是锋芒依然存在。他去了他妹妹的家，交了那封信给她的母亲，说道：“如果她回来时，请交这封信给她。”过后，他悄悄的走去那班歹徒的大本营。当时，那儿只剩下老大以及大约5个心腹。一抵达，他看见其中两个心腹在外面有打瞌睡的症兆，所以他先下手为强，快速抵达他们后面，用力打他们的颈后。他们晕倒了，黎同学就闯进了里面。那个帮派的老大与3个心腹也没有料到有人会闯进来，慌忙准备巴冷刀迎战。虽然他们早已准备，可是巴冷刀哪里比日本刀轻？一眨眼，黎同学割伤其中一个心腹的双手，他也惨叫一声，晕倒。然而，这激起他们的战斗心，与黎同学大战。黎同学心怯，毕竟他很久没有战斗。本来黎同学筋疲力尽，可是，当他看见马同学被绑在歹徒们的后面，他也提起精神，尽力防御，却被歹徒砍伤腰部。原本他们想趁黎同学受伤再一起
to be continued...
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
穿煲了...
昨天晚上,我终于又忍不住打电话给学妹了.本来我只是问候她,顺便邀请她找时间出来吃饭;怎知道,信息中,她只是一味拒绝,聊了一阵子,我却意外地说出了我的心地话.很羞...
原本我要隐瞒的,原来她早就已经发觉了,我只好打电话给她,老老实实的告诉她.临挂电话前,我还说了很傻的问题.其实,我和她也很清楚知道,纵使她的前男友对她有点过分,现在的她还对她的前男友还有一丝挂念.
不知道将来会怎样呢?如果天赐良机,我一定会好好把握,关心,疼爱女朋友...
yesterday night, i had call to jr again. initially only attempt to call her for appoint for lunch, yet, she decline by send sms. then, while we sms, i had tell her truth. paiseh...
i dun wan to let her know, but since she have noticed it, i had to tell her. before close conversation, i'd ask her silly question. actually, she and i know, even though of her ex had broke up with her, yet she still hoping of recover the relationship between her ex with her.
dunno la. wat'll happen in the future? if a good girl give me a chance, i'll appreciate it, i'll try my best to take care and love tat girl...
原本我要隐瞒的,原来她早就已经发觉了,我只好打电话给她,老老实实的告诉她.临挂电话前,我还说了很傻的问题.其实,我和她也很清楚知道,纵使她的前男友对她有点过分,现在的她还对她的前男友还有一丝挂念.
不知道将来会怎样呢?如果天赐良机,我一定会好好把握,关心,疼爱女朋友...
yesterday night, i had call to jr again. initially only attempt to call her for appoint for lunch, yet, she decline by send sms. then, while we sms, i had tell her truth. paiseh...
i dun wan to let her know, but since she have noticed it, i had to tell her. before close conversation, i'd ask her silly question. actually, she and i know, even though of her ex had broke up with her, yet she still hoping of recover the relationship between her ex with her.
dunno la. wat'll happen in the future? if a good girl give me a chance, i'll appreciate it, i'll try my best to take care and love tat girl...
Monday, January 18, 2010
horrible!
last weekend, i kept training. i really uncomfortable without bring out my phone. seems my C901 brings lot of joy to me. while jogging, i really desperate to view blog or listen music, but i never do it, i really didnt bring phone. but, i don't have much time. the nightmare is comes to me. i had to survive. i can't be sacrificed for nth
well, 2 day passed. i view my junior blog again. i really can't contorl myself already. i can feel my emotional changed and unable to controlled as she sad or emo. damn...... thx of few friends still care of me while i training, sorry of never inform u. and thx jason, joyce and tata, my colleague, of concern
training will carry on next week. i hope she will better soon...
take care! bye~
well, 2 day passed. i view my junior blog again. i really can't contorl myself already. i can feel my emotional changed and unable to controlled as she sad or emo. damn...... thx of few friends still care of me while i training, sorry of never inform u. and thx jason, joyce and tata, my colleague, of concern
training will carry on next week. i hope she will better soon...
take care! bye~
Saturday, January 16, 2010
train!
good day every1.
yesterday noon, i had received a mystery letter while i having rest. its quite make me mad, the letter contains of challanging. it also wrote of challange me upon of avenges lost of gf. i couldnt figure out of who was the girl actually. coz, i advice a lot of girls of dun too concentrate on love stuffs.
anyway, i had planned to leave without bring phone. i had to leave due of certain reason. moreover, the nightmare just start. i'd to train myself. i might wont able to have a touch with u all for a certain time. i wish all of u happy cny~
take care everyone!
take care to all my friends!
est, amy, tracy yap, take care!
and
tracy mah & shinny, take care!
dun worry, i not means to death or farewell, i'd just leave for certain time. we'll contact soon!
yesterday noon, i had received a mystery letter while i having rest. its quite make me mad, the letter contains of challanging. it also wrote of challange me upon of avenges lost of gf. i couldnt figure out of who was the girl actually. coz, i advice a lot of girls of dun too concentrate on love stuffs.
anyway, i had planned to leave without bring phone. i had to leave due of certain reason. moreover, the nightmare just start. i'd to train myself. i might wont able to have a touch with u all for a certain time. i wish all of u happy cny~
take care everyone!
take care to all my friends!
est, amy, tracy yap, take care!
and
tracy mah & shinny, take care!
dun worry, i not means to death or farewell, i'd just leave for certain time. we'll contact soon!
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
HANDPHONE FREAK IV
hi there. got few friends ask me of phone again. haha. really bz recently.
differeces between Sony Ericsson C901 & C903.
1.C901 is using Xenon Flash for photograph, LED light for video recording.
C903 is using LED light for both photograph and video recording.
it means C901 have advantage in terms of imaging, coz Xenon Flash even brighter than LED light, meanwhile brings better colour reproduction
2.C901 doesn't have image stabilizer, but still have video stabilizer
C903 have both image stabilizer and video stabilizer
it means, user had to hold C901 really steady as it dun have image stabilizer, yet, C903 have image stabilizer, which can fix a blurness from slightly shaky hands. but, it doesn't mean C901is not a good cameraphone la. coz, i also the C901 user. i know wat's it advantages
differeces between Sony Ericsson C901 & C903.
1.C901 is using Xenon Flash for photograph, LED light for video recording.
C903 is using LED light for both photograph and video recording.
it means C901 have advantage in terms of imaging, coz Xenon Flash even brighter than LED light, meanwhile brings better colour reproduction
2.C901 doesn't have image stabilizer, but still have video stabilizer
C903 have both image stabilizer and video stabilizer
it means, user had to hold C901 really steady as it dun have image stabilizer, yet, C903 have image stabilizer, which can fix a blurness from slightly shaky hands. but, it doesn't mean C901is not a good cameraphone la. coz, i also the C901 user. i know wat's it advantages
BEYOND FROM MY CONTROL!!!!
i dunno... recently i lost concentration. today i did a lot of mistake. luckily my friend didn't said anything. while play chess, i kept lost only. i wouldn't believe... i will lost control coz worried of friend.
everytime i view her blog. i just feel worried only. y? coz she likely too emo. as a friend, yet, i feel really helpless. everytime i sms her, or call her, i try to cheer her, but, i feel it doesn't work effectively. how should i do? her sadness had affected my concentration...
well, after friday, i won't bring phone out for certain purpose, for bout 1 weeks, i guess. coz, i dun wan too over concern of her, i dun wan she will turns to become hate me...
everytime i view her blog. i just feel worried only. y? coz she likely too emo. as a friend, yet, i feel really helpless. everytime i sms her, or call her, i try to cheer her, but, i feel it doesn't work effectively. how should i do? her sadness had affected my concentration...
well, after friday, i won't bring phone out for certain purpose, for bout 1 weeks, i guess. coz, i dun wan too over concern of her, i dun wan she will turns to become hate me...
Monday, January 11, 2010
不想再想！
我开始觉得，我开始逃避。为什么呢？
最近，我竟然会为了一个我关心的学妹，几乎每天想办法安慰她。最近因为她和她男朋友分手，分手后的现在，她不但还带着悲伤，她还无心学习。没想到，她的存在，会让我久已冷却的心动摇了，影响我的集中力。刚才午饭时，我悄悄开了她新开的部落，我看了后，心有点酸的感觉，午饭后的工作，我的集中力破裂而犯了错误。我很久没有犯错咯。
她昨天还问我，问我之前问她“如果有人在她生日时送她生日礼物，还问她能否给那男生机会吗？”那个问题，为什么会问她，和那男生到底是谁。我只回答“其实我相信你已经有了答案了吧？”那已有一段时间了。我根本不想再提，因为，已经过了，而且，我怕，就算她现在知道我的隐喻，她也未必接受，甚至可能友情破裂。往年，以及现在，我也不想承认，但是，我的心知道。这个答案可能只有我知道吧？
我不想让她知道，因为我知道，她不可能会让我的。我只能暗地里祝福她。
I can feel, i am hiding. y?
Recently, i have initialtive to cheer my junior. She just brokeup with her bf, until now, her sadness affect her education. I wouldn't believe, her exist had affect me, affect my concentration. Just now, i view her blog as i finish my lunch. I feel helpless when i saw her blog. Then, lost concentration makes me did a mistake. WTH, i had long time didn't make mistake la!
Yesterday she ask me, regarding of I ask her in previous time, wat I ask is"If when ur birthday, some1 give present to u, and in same time request u to give the boy chances, will u accept?" She ask me y ask her like tat time and who the guy. I only answered"I guess u actually have answer, right?" It's been a while, and I dun wan to said it again. Coz, it passed. Moreover, I really fear. If she know answer, I afraid she won't accept it, fear of even lost a friend. Past, and now, I dun wan to admit. Yet, My heart knows. I think, only I know the answer.
I dun hope she know. I afraid of she won't accept when she know.
Wat can I do is, wishes her good luck...
Dun always sad. U r grown up. U should learn how to always be cheer even bad things comes...
Take care...
最近，我竟然会为了一个我关心的学妹，几乎每天想办法安慰她。最近因为她和她男朋友分手，分手后的现在，她不但还带着悲伤，她还无心学习。没想到，她的存在，会让我久已冷却的心动摇了，影响我的集中力。刚才午饭时，我悄悄开了她新开的部落，我看了后，心有点酸的感觉，午饭后的工作，我的集中力破裂而犯了错误。我很久没有犯错咯。
她昨天还问我，问我之前问她“如果有人在她生日时送她生日礼物，还问她能否给那男生机会吗？”那个问题，为什么会问她，和那男生到底是谁。我只回答“其实我相信你已经有了答案了吧？”那已有一段时间了。我根本不想再提，因为，已经过了，而且，我怕，就算她现在知道我的隐喻，她也未必接受，甚至可能友情破裂。往年，以及现在，我也不想承认，但是，我的心知道。这个答案可能只有我知道吧？
我不想让她知道，因为我知道，她不可能会让我的。我只能暗地里祝福她。
I can feel, i am hiding. y?
Recently, i have initialtive to cheer my junior. She just brokeup with her bf, until now, her sadness affect her education. I wouldn't believe, her exist had affect me, affect my concentration. Just now, i view her blog as i finish my lunch. I feel helpless when i saw her blog. Then, lost concentration makes me did a mistake. WTH, i had long time didn't make mistake la!
Yesterday she ask me, regarding of I ask her in previous time, wat I ask is"If when ur birthday, some1 give present to u, and in same time request u to give the boy chances, will u accept?" She ask me y ask her like tat time and who the guy. I only answered"I guess u actually have answer, right?" It's been a while, and I dun wan to said it again. Coz, it passed. Moreover, I really fear. If she know answer, I afraid she won't accept it, fear of even lost a friend. Past, and now, I dun wan to admit. Yet, My heart knows. I think, only I know the answer.
I dun hope she know. I afraid of she won't accept when she know.
Wat can I do is, wishes her good luck...
Dun always sad. U r grown up. U should learn how to always be cheer even bad things comes...
Take care...
Sunday, January 10, 2010
No enjoy time! Too short time for me to prepare.
After this coming sat, I won't let myself to delay! My last enjoy date is 16th. I will really serious of work and find way to earn more money to start college life. Never delay once again! I'll prove it, chi wai. Let's enjoy our last weekend this year!
Happy kampar life!
Happy kampar life!
Friday, January 8, 2010
头疼的旅程！今天开始！
一眨眼已经过了一年了，我老了，已经两柴了却还没实现我的理想生活。。。
觉得人生很沉闷，愈来愈沉闷，已经跟中学时代的生活是截然不同了。。。大家有大家的新生活，我也投入在一个奇怪的世界。。。
两年前，我一直工作，当我从事电话销售那天开始，我忽略了不少我关心的朋友们，每当他们处于伤心时，我不断查电话的资料，为了自己和将来的介绍能力，我不断查，不断学，终于有两手能力帮自己和位朋友解决手机的毛病，不过，我觉得越来越孤独。。。也在五月时，我伤害了一个朋友。那时，因为我刚和前女友分手而觉得更孤单，她也和她的前男友分手，所以，她也接受尝试让我追求她，后来，她接受不了我，因为由始至终没有感情。虽然我知道，她早已有其他心仪的男生，我只是不想接受。。。结果，我的顽固的心伤害了她，过后我也没有心情而立即辞职手机销售，而开始流浪的生活，随便兼职，过得过且过的生活。当时，由于过闷，我想念以前的同学，学长和学弟妹们，我也曾经拨电给他们，但是，他们也有他们的念书生活，大部分也有伴侣，我也无法像以前一样能无禁忌的和他们聊天。。。
后来，七月，我有幸能在sony销售中心工作，和他们工作真是高兴，虽然我的愚钝搞到他们不时骂我，不过，我知道他们在教导我，我感谢他们。但是，我觉得我不配待在sony中心，因为，我知道我对sony erisson手机了如指掌，但对SLR，电视和手提电脑的理解能力并不好，所以，我决定离开，老实说，我很不舍得，尤其在最后一天当天，他们有order pizza给大家吃，算是最后的饯行吧。虽然我很不想离开，但是，我也离开中心，开始我的办公室工作了。。。
不知不觉，2009年12月了。。。我也过着无聊的生活，每当我知道学弟和学妹的恋爱出现问题时，有些甚至问我，我也只能安慰他们。由于我知道爱情的确难以抑制，所以我只好祝他们将来会更好。妹曾经问过我为什么我不找女朋友。我也只能若无其事地说随缘。其实，我特地把我的精神寄在工作上，好让我不要再有机会经历沉闷的生活。不过，我遇过一件非常不满的事，就是阿欣说我别再找她，因为她男友误会，而她想用多的时间爱她的男友，因为他们的恋情有变。当时，我气病了。没有心工作了，到今天，每况愈下，看了三次医生，就在今天，医生说我的身体纵使有摄取营养，由于某种原因，我的状况很差。他劝我那病假休息，天啊。。。我今年有很多计划呢，不能再怠慢了。我的理想生活的开始就是在今年内一定要完成！我不能再拖延了！
说回阿欣，我本来还很恼她，因为她宁愿叫我别再找她，好让她的男友不要再误会，也不要向他解释清楚。身为朋友的我，关心学妹，也不是罪吧？我承认，最近也拨多电话给她，那又有什么问题？我只是想找朋友，倾诉我的心事而已嘛，如果这样男友就误会，我觉得他太多疑！不过，当我看她的fb时，我也无话可说了。她太投入在爱的世界到无法自拔。理性的人，通常恋爱有变，我都会劝他/她分手，可是，我没有做到，我怕这样说，他们会再度怀疑我有心介入他们。可是，在朋友的立场，我也希望她这样做会挽救那份恋情，可是我说不出口，因为怕她不能再受打击了，如果分手后，我怕她会崩溃。唉。。。让天决定啦。。。往后的日子，我也难再关心我的好学妹了。。。
同期，我还厚着脸皮拨电话给曾经被我伤害过的那个朋友，原本我拨电话是想让她痛痛快快地臭骂，咀咒我，让我的心也好过，我也知道我的罪孽深重，也不期盼她原谅我；我也不能预料，她竟然原谅我，还问候我，我也说明后来所发生的一切给她知道。临睡前，我也有祝福她一帆风顺。
最近认识了一个朋友，她大我一年，可是她和其他人截然不同。她有很多话题聊，相反的，我有很多朋友却难找话题聊。感觉上她是个很好的女生。虽然我偶尔也会和她“熬电话粥”，不过我觉得蛮好，对着她，我没有觉得有闷的感觉。不过，我倒觉得想向她道歉，因为我的话题不多，怕会让她觉得无聊。
新年快到了，虽然在去年我早知道今年情人节和新年在同一天，但是，自从我开始工作至现在，几乎每个过节都是一个人度过。虽然有人劝我快找女朋友，至少有伴，但是，我总是说我不得空，没时间。没办法，不是一夕一朝的事，我不能强求，我怕我会再度伤害她人。
实在有太多的事要说呢。。。写不完。。。就此停歇。。。保重，大家！
觉得人生很沉闷，愈来愈沉闷，已经跟中学时代的生活是截然不同了。。。大家有大家的新生活，我也投入在一个奇怪的世界。。。
两年前，我一直工作，当我从事电话销售那天开始，我忽略了不少我关心的朋友们，每当他们处于伤心时，我不断查电话的资料，为了自己和将来的介绍能力，我不断查，不断学，终于有两手能力帮自己和位朋友解决手机的毛病，不过，我觉得越来越孤独。。。也在五月时，我伤害了一个朋友。那时，因为我刚和前女友分手而觉得更孤单，她也和她的前男友分手，所以，她也接受尝试让我追求她，后来，她接受不了我，因为由始至终没有感情。虽然我知道，她早已有其他心仪的男生，我只是不想接受。。。结果，我的顽固的心伤害了她，过后我也没有心情而立即辞职手机销售，而开始流浪的生活，随便兼职，过得过且过的生活。当时，由于过闷，我想念以前的同学，学长和学弟妹们，我也曾经拨电给他们，但是，他们也有他们的念书生活，大部分也有伴侣，我也无法像以前一样能无禁忌的和他们聊天。。。
后来，七月，我有幸能在sony销售中心工作，和他们工作真是高兴，虽然我的愚钝搞到他们不时骂我，不过，我知道他们在教导我，我感谢他们。但是，我觉得我不配待在sony中心，因为，我知道我对sony erisson手机了如指掌，但对SLR，电视和手提电脑的理解能力并不好，所以，我决定离开，老实说，我很不舍得，尤其在最后一天当天，他们有order pizza给大家吃，算是最后的饯行吧。虽然我很不想离开，但是，我也离开中心，开始我的办公室工作了。。。
不知不觉，2009年12月了。。。我也过着无聊的生活，每当我知道学弟和学妹的恋爱出现问题时，有些甚至问我，我也只能安慰他们。由于我知道爱情的确难以抑制，所以我只好祝他们将来会更好。妹曾经问过我为什么我不找女朋友。我也只能若无其事地说随缘。其实，我特地把我的精神寄在工作上，好让我不要再有机会经历沉闷的生活。不过，我遇过一件非常不满的事，就是阿欣说我别再找她，因为她男友误会，而她想用多的时间爱她的男友，因为他们的恋情有变。当时，我气病了。没有心工作了，到今天，每况愈下，看了三次医生，就在今天，医生说我的身体纵使有摄取营养，由于某种原因，我的状况很差。他劝我那病假休息，天啊。。。我今年有很多计划呢，不能再怠慢了。我的理想生活的开始就是在今年内一定要完成！我不能再拖延了！
说回阿欣，我本来还很恼她，因为她宁愿叫我别再找她，好让她的男友不要再误会，也不要向他解释清楚。身为朋友的我，关心学妹，也不是罪吧？我承认，最近也拨多电话给她，那又有什么问题？我只是想找朋友，倾诉我的心事而已嘛，如果这样男友就误会，我觉得他太多疑！不过，当我看她的fb时，我也无话可说了。她太投入在爱的世界到无法自拔。理性的人，通常恋爱有变，我都会劝他/她分手，可是，我没有做到，我怕这样说，他们会再度怀疑我有心介入他们。可是，在朋友的立场，我也希望她这样做会挽救那份恋情，可是我说不出口，因为怕她不能再受打击了，如果分手后，我怕她会崩溃。唉。。。让天决定啦。。。往后的日子，我也难再关心我的好学妹了。。。
同期，我还厚着脸皮拨电话给曾经被我伤害过的那个朋友，原本我拨电话是想让她痛痛快快地臭骂，咀咒我，让我的心也好过，我也知道我的罪孽深重，也不期盼她原谅我；我也不能预料，她竟然原谅我，还问候我，我也说明后来所发生的一切给她知道。临睡前，我也有祝福她一帆风顺。
最近认识了一个朋友，她大我一年，可是她和其他人截然不同。她有很多话题聊，相反的，我有很多朋友却难找话题聊。感觉上她是个很好的女生。虽然我偶尔也会和她“熬电话粥”，不过我觉得蛮好，对着她，我没有觉得有闷的感觉。不过，我倒觉得想向她道歉，因为我的话题不多，怕会让她觉得无聊。
新年快到了，虽然在去年我早知道今年情人节和新年在同一天，但是，自从我开始工作至现在，几乎每个过节都是一个人度过。虽然有人劝我快找女朋友，至少有伴，但是，我总是说我不得空，没时间。没办法，不是一夕一朝的事，我不能强求，我怕我会再度伤害她人。
实在有太多的事要说呢。。。写不完。。。就此停歇。。。保重，大家！
Sunday, January 3, 2010
爱情是什么?
爱情,到底是什么呢?有些人很注重爱情,有些人醉翁之意不在情.
有些是三分钟热度,有些谈恋爱有很久的时间.
其实,男/女方告白时,对方没有心仪的对象的话,如果对方肯给他/她机会谈恋爱,可能这就是开花.在结果之前,他/她们得经过无数的考验.真挚的爱情并不是每个人都可以拥有,而开花结果就是象征爱情的伟大.
在现今的腐败社会,爱情却转换成交易,有些美女就诱惑太子爷来达到富裕的生活.而穷困的夫妻却因为缺钱而吵架,甚至离婚,孩子们无辜得受苦.再这样下去,是否象征现今社会的道德观严重腐蚀呢?
如果有困难,有真挚爱情的夫妻不会因贫穷而有无谓的争执,相反的,他们会想办法帮助大家度过难关,因为他/她爱对方,不想对方受苦.
很多人也会搞不清喜欢和爱,喜欢有很多种的喜欢,爱就之有一个,就是不能失去他/她的.很多情侣就在恋爱时从单/双方方面的喜欢经过考验升华成为双方之间的爱.此时,这些人是值得恭喜.
朋友们,如果你之前对你的伴侣有喜欢的感觉,加油,因为他/她有给你机会和他/她谈恋爱.不用管对方有没有对你有好感,如果对方给了你机会,你要好好把握机会噢~
祝有情人终成眷属:-)
有些是三分钟热度,有些谈恋爱有很久的时间.
其实,男/女方告白时,对方没有心仪的对象的话,如果对方肯给他/她机会谈恋爱,可能这就是开花.在结果之前,他/她们得经过无数的考验.真挚的爱情并不是每个人都可以拥有,而开花结果就是象征爱情的伟大.
在现今的腐败社会,爱情却转换成交易,有些美女就诱惑太子爷来达到富裕的生活.而穷困的夫妻却因为缺钱而吵架,甚至离婚,孩子们无辜得受苦.再这样下去,是否象征现今社会的道德观严重腐蚀呢?
如果有困难,有真挚爱情的夫妻不会因贫穷而有无谓的争执,相反的,他们会想办法帮助大家度过难关,因为他/她爱对方,不想对方受苦.
很多人也会搞不清喜欢和爱,喜欢有很多种的喜欢,爱就之有一个,就是不能失去他/她的.很多情侣就在恋爱时从单/双方方面的喜欢经过考验升华成为双方之间的爱.此时,这些人是值得恭喜.
朋友们,如果你之前对你的伴侣有喜欢的感觉,加油,因为他/她有给你机会和他/她谈恋爱.不用管对方有没有对你有好感,如果对方给了你机会,你要好好把握机会噢~
祝有情人终成眷属:-)
Friday, January 1, 2010
New Year Eve
Yesterday is year-end, 31st of dec. It's quite exciting
At morning till noon, working as usual, nothing rare to describe. I received something i not satisfied. The Amy send such moron msg just coz of she followed her bf's instruction. I really mad of it and i lost concentration & senses, yet increase anger. My brain messed...
The story started on night, 7pm.
I ride LRT from sri petaling to Hang Tuah and walk to Times Square. Then, Tracy mei said of she at above of gasoline. At there, she introduce her cousin, Huey Xin to me. We having dinner at Station Kopitiam. While dinner, they keep bully me, they just said of i rich. Konon rich... Only change new phone C901 only ma... As we finish eat, we just sit and chit chat only and wait for other person. He came finally. His name is Ju Ye, mei's another pet brother. Other than Huey Xin, 3 of us chat like "blow water" only(lazy to said the content). I kinda sry of didn't find any topic to chat with Huey Xin, she just keep silent only. Before we left the place, i paid for them, i promise mei b4 of i will treat her for her birthday treat. I hope mei will like it^^
The stories after out from Station Kopitiam...
We straight go to Sungei Wang main entrance. We feel really hot at main entrance. Too many ppl there for countdown. Few of actor and actress(only rmb of Bosco Wong is included) at main entrance, too. While they start concert, mei keep take photograph as their live show previewed at the opposite of concert. I feel funny of mei took photo, but i even wanted to laugh as i saw a lot of ppl take cameraphone and zoom to near the concert to record or take photo. They quite funny, coz it reallyyyyyyyy IMPOSSIBLE to get nice photo or video by cameraphone as they use digital zoom only, moreover the distance is really quite far, at least 20meter. We have take few photograph, too^^
Mei, Xin & me
Mei & Me^^
Smile~~~~ I like it
Ju Ye & Me
Me & Xin
Xin & Tracy~
Between 10pm to 11:50pm, there got lots ppl use bubble spray to spray everywhere. I had "polished" a lot. I had saw mei's head have a lot of bubbles, then i wipe it by my hands. I just wipe it coz she looks dislike tat. I had become her "shield" to block the bubbles. Finally we wait till 11.59pm, we started to countdown. Poops. 2009 is ended and now is 1st of January 2010. After countdown, Ju Yi leaved Sungei Wang. Then, we go ride monorail to Hang Tuah. Honestly, i not really wanted to split with them coz i wish to chat with them, but i had to split for certain reason.
At 2am, i still wandering around OUG. I couldn't sleep. I listen songs by use handsfree and keep wandering until 3am. Then, i rmb a lot things...
Passed a year and a year, older 1 year and 1 more year... I felt of i haven't acheived a lot of things. Wat things a man should have? Money? I dun have. Driving licenses? I even't sisn't start undang course. Funny right? I dun feel funny... I wasted a lot time and money to ex, Alice. Now she follow others. I borrow her a lot, yet she didn't even payback even 1 cent. It stucked me to step forward. Girlfriend? I really desired yet scared to find. Coz, i know it's not time to find right now. I still have few things need to settle. But, i kinda hope got soon. I need to strengthen my spirit, just as wat Mrs. Khaw told me last month. She told of a person who without strong spirit may can't do things smooth.
I needed to acheived few things,
1, needed earn more money, to give my family and myself have better life.
2, learn driving license b4 june, and try get 2nd hand car as well.
3, learn more detail of handphone, music systems, the way of using SLR camera, IT knowledge
4, if i got girlfriend 1 day, i won't abandon her, and i wil concern her and love her. (although low possibly, but, if really got, i won't disappoint her anymore)
While i reached home, i just keep listen musics until 7am. I received a lot new year greetings msg from friends, even my "rare use" K810 also have few. Yet, i kinda bored at early morning. I called Huey Xin for short chat. She quite talkative, really different than tat time we meet. I really happy of know her, and we chat a lot at tat morning. And, i kinda sry of i didn't open my topic much. Hope we can chat more when we meet.
Ended....
Last, wish all my friends, mei, family,
~Happy New Year~
At morning till noon, working as usual, nothing rare to describe. I received something i not satisfied. The Amy send such moron msg just coz of she followed her bf's instruction. I really mad of it and i lost concentration & senses, yet increase anger. My brain messed...
The story started on night, 7pm.
I ride LRT from sri petaling to Hang Tuah and walk to Times Square. Then, Tracy mei said of she at above of gasoline. At there, she introduce her cousin, Huey Xin to me. We having dinner at Station Kopitiam. While dinner, they keep bully me, they just said of i rich. Konon rich... Only change new phone C901 only ma... As we finish eat, we just sit and chit chat only and wait for other person. He came finally. His name is Ju Ye, mei's another pet brother. Other than Huey Xin, 3 of us chat like "blow water" only(lazy to said the content). I kinda sry of didn't find any topic to chat with Huey Xin, she just keep silent only. Before we left the place, i paid for them, i promise mei b4 of i will treat her for her birthday treat. I hope mei will like it^^
The stories after out from Station Kopitiam...
We straight go to Sungei Wang main entrance. We feel really hot at main entrance. Too many ppl there for countdown. Few of actor and actress(only rmb of Bosco Wong is included) at main entrance, too. While they start concert, mei keep take photograph as their live show previewed at the opposite of concert. I feel funny of mei took photo, but i even wanted to laugh as i saw a lot of ppl take cameraphone and zoom to near the concert to record or take photo. They quite funny, coz it reallyyyyyyyy IMPOSSIBLE to get nice photo or video by cameraphone as they use digital zoom only, moreover the distance is really quite far, at least 20meter. We have take few photograph, too^^
Mei, Xin & me
Mei & Me^^
Smile~~~~ I like it
Ju Ye & Me
Me & Xin
Xin & Tracy~
Between 10pm to 11:50pm, there got lots ppl use bubble spray to spray everywhere. I had "polished" a lot. I had saw mei's head have a lot of bubbles, then i wipe it by my hands. I just wipe it coz she looks dislike tat. I had become her "shield" to block the bubbles. Finally we wait till 11.59pm, we started to countdown. Poops. 2009 is ended and now is 1st of January 2010. After countdown, Ju Yi leaved Sungei Wang. Then, we go ride monorail to Hang Tuah. Honestly, i not really wanted to split with them coz i wish to chat with them, but i had to split for certain reason.
At 2am, i still wandering around OUG. I couldn't sleep. I listen songs by use handsfree and keep wandering until 3am. Then, i rmb a lot things...
Passed a year and a year, older 1 year and 1 more year... I felt of i haven't acheived a lot of things. Wat things a man should have? Money? I dun have. Driving licenses? I even't sisn't start undang course. Funny right? I dun feel funny... I wasted a lot time and money to ex, Alice. Now she follow others. I borrow her a lot, yet she didn't even payback even 1 cent. It stucked me to step forward. Girlfriend? I really desired yet scared to find. Coz, i know it's not time to find right now. I still have few things need to settle. But, i kinda hope got soon. I need to strengthen my spirit, just as wat Mrs. Khaw told me last month. She told of a person who without strong spirit may can't do things smooth.
I needed to acheived few things,
1, needed earn more money, to give my family and myself have better life.
2, learn driving license b4 june, and try get 2nd hand car as well.
3, learn more detail of handphone, music systems, the way of using SLR camera, IT knowledge
4, if i got girlfriend 1 day, i won't abandon her, and i wil concern her and love her. (although low possibly, but, if really got, i won't disappoint her anymore)
While i reached home, i just keep listen musics until 7am. I received a lot new year greetings msg from friends, even my "rare use" K810 also have few. Yet, i kinda bored at early morning. I called Huey Xin for short chat. She quite talkative, really different than tat time we meet. I really happy of know her, and we chat a lot at tat morning. And, i kinda sry of i didn't open my topic much. Hope we can chat more when we meet.
Ended....
Last, wish all my friends, mei, family,
~Happy New Year~
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