it's been a while time already. i had to leave Foto Shangri-La soon, and ready for new challange.
i realise, try to like other is even hard, as long as "she" is important to me. i know, whenever i care certain ppl, they won't appreciate and easily forget it, it sickening me... well, i dun like ppl so mean...
just now afternoon, i find "her" again, and it maybe last time for me to find her, i guess... coz i will start my new life soon... it may makes me no time to find her. well, mayb i should give up of "her", and try find better girl. mayb wat chi wai said was right, both of him and i was desperate of cares from girls and hope have a good relationship life. i admit, i really wan a nice girl to be my gf(not appearance, most important is kind heart), hope girl give me chance to allowed me to treat her better and create loves feeling between she and i.
i guess, mayb i m dreaming gua...
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Friday, October 9, 2009
commotion...
its been 1/2 of a month...
well, since i meet "her" last 2 week, i feel of i cant concentrate on work, daydream of "her" while working... damn fool...
chi wai had came back from perak for bout 10 days ady, next week is last week for him stay at kl, he need go back to perak to continue study.
yesterday, 8th oct...
like usual loh, off day sure wake damn late. bout 2 pm, coz i kinda curious of "her" and wanna know how was "she", then i decide go school to visit "her". at there, i saw "she" look ok, but i can feel "she" look tired and pressured, well, i told "her" always think positive. well, i think "she" doesn't...
around 4pm, originally i had to play badminton with chi wai, but tat time wind too strong, we can't play badminton at all!!! all we do at evening is, yumcha lo... haha. and then, 6:30, chi wai go home, at same time, i had made appoint with shuk ling, my senior.
at leo's, i had dinner with her. it's been a long time didn't meet her, yet she only changed haistyle. kinda happy of she live well. if compare with most friend i met, they all frustrated of money, couple, future, but was they actually had planned all and take action? of coz, i also got think those, but i just ignore relationship life for a moment of time, coz i haven't continue my education life and haven't learn diving yet, "MONEY" is main thing i needed. well, hope shuk ling can pass her driving test... i really appreciate she accept the appointment and meet with me at time.
at late night, i couldn't slp. while i intend to have a walk outside, cindy call me regarding of things i order. she give those goods to me after the meal...
at 2am, i still can't slp. i rmb 2 years ago, again... will i can acieved my target and get wat i wanted? only god knows...
well, since i meet "her" last 2 week, i feel of i cant concentrate on work, daydream of "her" while working... damn fool...
chi wai had came back from perak for bout 10 days ady, next week is last week for him stay at kl, he need go back to perak to continue study.
yesterday, 8th oct...
like usual loh, off day sure wake damn late. bout 2 pm, coz i kinda curious of "her" and wanna know how was "she", then i decide go school to visit "her". at there, i saw "she" look ok, but i can feel "she" look tired and pressured, well, i told "her" always think positive. well, i think "she" doesn't...
around 4pm, originally i had to play badminton with chi wai, but tat time wind too strong, we can't play badminton at all!!! all we do at evening is, yumcha lo... haha. and then, 6:30, chi wai go home, at same time, i had made appoint with shuk ling, my senior.
at leo's, i had dinner with her. it's been a long time didn't meet her, yet she only changed haistyle. kinda happy of she live well. if compare with most friend i met, they all frustrated of money, couple, future, but was they actually had planned all and take action? of coz, i also got think those, but i just ignore relationship life for a moment of time, coz i haven't continue my education life and haven't learn diving yet, "MONEY" is main thing i needed. well, hope shuk ling can pass her driving test... i really appreciate she accept the appointment and meet with me at time.
at late night, i couldn't slp. while i intend to have a walk outside, cindy call me regarding of things i order. she give those goods to me after the meal...
at 2am, i still can't slp. i rmb 2 years ago, again... will i can acieved my target and get wat i wanted? only god knows...
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