Wednesday, April 28, 2010

28/4/2010

I'll describe wat happened from monday, 28th april to today wednesday, 28th of april.
at monday, is really odd day for me. while i working, i do things in hasty speed, and i feel i'm fainted due of i used up all energy. but strange is, all ppl see is i am awake but weak. and i left office slowly. coz, all i rmb is, when i in concious, i'm with my brother. crazy part is, while i fainted, i saw some1 cry infront of me, even it was a "dream", but, it makes me uncomfortable. 1 of sad case is, 1 of my friend, amy, she'd become single dy... i dunno wat's wrong with her, but, i feel sympathy...
tuesday, i finally get my C901 dy. It had changed new mother board, and i finally able to browse internet even faster. haha. I really glad of my C901 become even better!
today, i get scolded by customer, i dunno y he so suddenly he angry and scold me, i patiently talk to him but he keep scolding, and scold my family. damn him, i didnt did anything wrong, but y he scold me? y scold me family summore? does he think old man have advantages to scold ppl? if he angry just bcoz of i tell him not to use phone at bank, i will tell him of if all ppl indicipline like him, every1 use phone at bank, if bank robbed, all of them will be suspected and forced to go police station.
i meet randy. he tell me of dun b hero, as chinese phrase "hero is always short life(ying hong hei dun)". he tell me, even he know of a lot of not original sets or recon sets had categorized as AP sets, but, who'll listen me? he remind me of i no need help ppl as i no longer work under sony. well, i didnt thought of i'm being behaved like a hero, i'm just trying to do things in right way.

I'm feel disappointed... i had apply holiday for have some enjoy with friends, yet, amy, raymond dun wan to join... only glad of chi wai will come back to kl after next week. i'm felt my spirit had weaken... cant sleep these few days...

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Fatigue...

Just now, i work until 12am, i'm really tired at the moment, and yet, i walk back to home. i passed by somebody's house - Stephanie's house. I take a look over the door. I can't believe my eyes! I saw stephanie standing at the door and looking outside, and she notice me. I stand at her house's gate, and look we look each other around each other, without say anything, for about 5 minute. although is only 5 minute, but i feel time passed so long, it's because i hope i could heard her voice. At last, she only usebody language, which i weak in. I can't understand was she wanted to told me, other than "she can't sleep". After that, she tell me "Good night".
I never contact with her, since i resign as retail sales after my bday. I'm still rmb when bday, i met her while i walk alone at parkson. Actually, at tat moment, she scared to speak with boys, coz she faced a horrible incident. Yet, she had accompany with me for whole day of celebrate my bday. Quite weird, izit?
Wat incident she faced? At labour day, ryan brings her out to meet me.
to be continued...

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Lazy....

It'd been a long time didnt open blog. i really busy of work recently. after this week, i might not free even weekend.
Time passed... today is 17th of april. almost reached official 20. today, i went to PC fair, mainly is invited by shirley of join their group for walk. then i move there at earlier morning and reached 11:37am. well, i really sensitive of lateness bcoz of her. i walk around alone. besides, i went there was actually for visit 1 of my dear sis, tracy. my feeling tell me of she might probably participate this fair. due of she bz(i think she have right of reject my invite for rest), and i quite miss her much, thus, i move there for visit her.
As result, i didnt see shirley, and she claimed of she came at earlier of morning, and she claims of she at hall5 and ready to leave. damn! i saw her at hall 3 and i instantly moved at hall 5 exit, and wait over there for over more than 1 hour, how come i never see them leave?
B4 this, i finally found tracy. she look's kinda pale(b4 she noticed me). i guess she had abandoned her health without her noticed. but i never tell her, as i saw she's smiling. i brought a speaker from her, too, as i heard of she mayb got commision when got sales on fair. i dun think it support her much, at least i hope it might strengthen her.