Monday, November 23, 2009

I so complicated

Now is 7am, i couldn't sleep but only wondering while lying on bed.
Actually, "she" which i mention in those post within this month, eve. Last 2 months, i had reconnect with her. Untill now, i finally feel of how complicated.
at begins of this year, she give me my number.
at sept, i sms with her(i still keep the msg, i dun wan to list more.)
"wanted to concentrate to study"
"dun have any attention of relationship life."
...
then, last month, i had chat with her. i think u all will thought of how come i call her so suddenly even i bz of sony's stuff. i rmb of her, then i use company pc for online. even joyce scold me of use company pc for my own purpose, i ignore only. darren even crazy, said i viewing gf's blog. i dun have gf recently he also said thus. i view her blog. i can feel how sad she was... then i call her,
she said she just broke up with her bf. then, i chat with her and kept something hope to cheer her up. then, the complicated part started...
at november, while i call her, a boy pick up my call. he exclaim himself as his bf and he said she go nilai for study. tat night, she msg me of dun call her often as bf dun likes. hey? i nvr know of can go nilai from kl within such short 20minute? well, the further part...
at last wed, she call me to have a drink at pub. and, she exclaim of she's single. y she wanted to exclaim? i dunno. well, at tat time, wat i know of she's a complicated person.
now, it's main point. i call her last night, but i cant listen any sound. then, msg come list of he's ex bf and now he take back tat number. but, i know wat's truth behind, actually. but, i really dun wan say anymore... coz, it's a question of whether she accept me as friend or no. i never lie to a person who i not know much, but, she gives me a lot of complicated things. so, i really dunno whether i should continued to find her or vice versa?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

i think u better stop. coz i can feel she dun wan fren wit u. u noe, how come she breakup wit her ex yet she can use tat num 4 long time? world stil hav lot new ppl, try look 4 them!