Bad dreams

22th of nov, 2am
this evening, i go to church, due of queenie call me to go over there. at there, i only feel blurred... coz, i 1st time go church. well, at least i behaved well over there, didn't create any commotion.
i listen song at mei's home, with ryan, and mei. I really can't slp in these few days.
I'm fear...
I was wondering, was she's lying? I dunno... All the time, i mix with lots ppl easily, but not tis time. I can feel, i can't mix with her, mayb was certain facts i mention b4... I dunno wat's she think... Sometimes she dun reply, sometimes 'bf' disturb me, etc...