today, i woke up damn early... i dunno y i could woke up so early... i dun have anything to do in morning, thus i just keep listen songs. well, i dun like those unknown earphones, their sound damn not nice to listen, no bass... i remember of i aqquired the HPM-77 long time ago, it sounds quite nice, yet i lost it last month. sigh...
i had rmb a lot of ppl so suddenly... chi wai, han seng, jun hui, yong ting, shirley, yong seng... quite a lot...
chi wai is my best friend, formerly... he help me a lot. i appreciate of his kindness. well, since last year 10th august, he decide to broke friendship with me. actually i dun wan, but it was coz of my easy anger and like to suspect...
yong ting is my childhood friend, i rmb of last time when standard 3 i really dunno her at all, untill 1 day while i want out to play (every kids likes to go playground or some place where can have fun to play, right?), i saw her went back to her home. at tat time, i have a feeling of i saw hear at somewhere. the afternoon after tat day, i go to school as usual, and i saw her, then i just know of she live quite near my home. when i wanted to ask her, she ask me(i forgot conversation tat time)... she's quite polite and seldom speaking, altough she is not smart girl, but she help me a lot. if she doesn't exist, maybe i even dumb than now, when i sick, she forced herself to finish homework and lend me for revision. of course i do the same thing to her. 2 years had been passed, after my birthday, she no longer friend with me. well, of course untill now i really sad of it and hope to recover the friendship between she and i, but i couldn't, coz i really forgot wat happened tat time, i really hate of 8 years event can be lost like tat!!!
shirley... well, i know her through conversation between han seng, her and me. recently, because of my naive action, i had hurt her feeling. i know she's not suit for me, but i forced myslf to propose her even i still like a girl altough tat girl still dunno it. well, of coz shirley reject. i had hurted her feeling tat time, i wonder how was she right now? was she forgive me? who knows? well, let's dun discuss of shirley.
until today, i realise wat kind of person am i. even 19 years old, i still like a naive, stupid, moron kid. most ppl is try and not forced to try, but, i am person who force myself to try everything. i not a kind of tender person and i not a gentlemen. and i like to keep everything in my mind than speak my problem to every1. coz i dun wan any1 cares of problem i facing. i work almost 2 years without continue study, and i under retail sales line almost 1 year more already, y i dun have much money?? coz i dun behave myself loh! simply waste money to purchased thing to alice, my former gf. although i like tat girl more than alice, but i act i like her, and keep waste money... watever, i kinda regret to know her, coz she keep lying. i really hate ppl lie. now i no longer friend with her, afterall
well, now is 4:00pm. i close my blog here 1st
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