Saturday, June 19, 2010

My emotional...

Seems i had slightly controlled my emotion, recently... I know, i shouldn't feel sad for deceased of the person either i know or i dunno. No matter how, i had to face the fact, and be strong. The world still have a lot of things i had to finish. I'm really sorry to let everybody worried of me. Thanks to Ryan, Siew Chor, Chan Hwa, and a lot...
Last time, when i used to be a children, i had forced to avoid everything, due to my body is sensitives to many stuff, it makes me worry a lot... Until now, i know, i can't simply take some drinks which contain condenses milk while in morning. When i form1, few of my friends always "banned" me from drink tea or milo in early of morning. Time passed really fast... But now, i had nothing to protect myself, thus, i must protect myself with my own hand.
I won't do things recklessly anymore, I'm promise i'll do things even more carefully...

Monday, June 7, 2010

so many to update...

long time didnt update... this few week quite moody. well, somebody had passed away. she so young, yet she had failed to reached her 19th years old birthday and died on robbery incident. it happened at johor... well. i dunno much of the innocent girl. but, i heard a lot story related to her. it makes me sad, as i heard of she had sacrificed innocently as bullet had hit her head. when i read her blog, it sadden me again. tat makes my hand tinggling, eyes feel hot, the tears even comes out from my eyes... i hate criminal! criminal had took a few of my friend's life! according to her blog, she had tried to rebuild her spirit and start whole new life as her bf broke up with her. wat she wrote at last post, 29th of may, the last sentence

我会努力忘记一切

过我的新生活

yet, she failed to started her whole new life... she must be sad and afraid... rest in peace... even though i dunno u, but, hoping u be happy in the other world...

in the same time, i had new thought related of friendship. i think, i had used to be have a lot friends, but, i lost them due to my matter. i wrote my new motto. u may copy it, as it might used to be happend with u.

大家,友谊的来很不容易,真挚的友情更是难得。如果你的身边有一个非常关心你,对你很好的朋友,请别随便讨厌他,尽力接受他。我们都明白,有时他的关心和热情或许会令我们反感,这也许是我们不习惯给人家关心,但是,我们也不应该因为不喜欢人家好的一面而讨厌他。必须知道,我们人类的性命也非常短,得到朋友的关心,鼓励,是我们的福分,我们应该要好好珍惜人家的关怀,我们之间的友谊。不然,难听一句,如果他/她有一天去世了,我们将永远得不到他/她的祝福,我们也会痛失一个难得的一个好朋友;如果生前因为他/她的热情导致朋友关系生疏,我们也会永远内疚,后悔没有珍惜一份真挚的友情。。。

i think, maybe got a few person might able to feel how's my feel. i dropping my tears while i write this post. i never dropped my tears once, since my mother had passed away...

Sunday, June 6, 2010

PC fair(sunday)

6/6/2010
Actually, i had go PC fair which held at Mid Valley at friday, 4th of June. I'm quite disappointed of attend the fair this time. Not as crowded as last year, and yet, i had get bad services at the fair, too.
Then why i still go at today, 6th of June? I am looking for spare phone, due to my old K770 had forced to trade in, as i notice problem had comes to phone. I head to Sony Ericsson kiosk, which under MPS Technology S/B, and the stock comes from Melaka, too. 1 of the staff, Jacqueline, is quite nice salesperson. Even she dunno who am i, yet, she really honest to tell me of Sony Ericsson W350i is an old stock and she gave me with cost price. (Of coz i know it was old stock la, it discontinued since January. Yet the Sony Ericsson W350i is really authorized original sets, not an AP sets. And i know the cost price which updated at January, too.) I really glad to know of got a such honest and fine salesperson still exist. Hopefully world will comes out more salesperson like her. At last, i had brought Sony Ericsson W350i.